Who can tell me i am not perfect? Nobody. I am perfect anyway you see me. Maybe i seem kind of egocentric.. but i am not, or maybe i am, but just a little.. and in fact: Wich is the problem? As I am perfect you are all egocentric.
Who can denied me that at least once you didn't watch yourself in the mirror and say: Oh my gosh, I am so GORGEOUS and irresistable that i could fall in love with myself!
Who? Who can denied me that? EVERYBODY? Liers.. I can not believe you. Well... maybe I am the only one. And is that a problem? Of course not! Or maybe it is.. but only when you do not have SELF CONTROL. And I certainly have it.
You know what .. ? Sometimes i get angry when people do not listen to me. The fact is that I always listen.. so when I expect the same from them.. the do not give it to me. They do not pay atention. So that's is an anoying thing. And then when they realised the situation.. It's too late. I won't say it again. I do not repeat. I am kind of proud. But at least i listen.
What is also a trouble is when people do not listen the same music that i do. And sometimes when they do.. it's also a problem. So.. i am a bit confused. No, i am not confused anymore. I think that if they do not listen to it, it bothers me because I have to do something I do not like.. and nobody likes that. Then I must admit that music is kind of personal.. or maybe not personal because is something that joins people. But is not allright when someone likes it because it's a fashion.. no, not at all. So, anyway it's a problem.
I like being intelligent. And i think somehow I am.. of course I am intelligent about everything, but I prefere being intelligent about the subjects I do like. Like fashion.. history.. or history of fashion and music of course.. and maybe, I am interesting about architecture. Really, i would like to be clever at every subject, I would like to can talk about everything.. but politics. The fact is that INTELLIGENCE is something that I have since I was born.
Another thing.. I love writing. I can not expect being a famous writer.. because you have to have fresh flesh all the time. A writer can not write all the time about the same, because maybe the first and second book are great.. but then? What happends? People get bored or worst... the writer gets bored. And the public wants to be satisfied all the time.. and a person can not fulfill the desire of everybody. And then, in spite of the fact that I am not a writer and nobody reads what i write.. I always try to be a writings "FASHIONISTA".
I am.. sophisticated. Yes, I am. And.. it is not only my idea. It's almost everybody's idea. And I am not sad or disapointed. In fact I am proud of myself at being like I am. And I preferte death before having a bad taste.
Then.. I do not know what else can I say. I think I won't say anymore.. at least until some few days.
Goobye .
